Ocii wants to Share (1)

Do you know something about this? Ocii wants to share! She told me her turmoil in bus. This is short semester period, it is time to look what we have done in the past, I mean, looking for final score in every courses. I take two courses in this short term, they are Mathematics and Physics. I have got C for them, what a shame!!!! Then I realize that I wasn't serious and trap in "people who don't like Math and Physic" mindset. The lecture told us that he has tried so hard.. he didn't understand why the student always been like this..way.
So I go back to Ocii turmoil. She has tried so hard for courses, fighting, struggling, sleeping, even rolling for get an A. I think I was tried so hard for this, for hard skill. However, rules are rules sometimes we deal with unconditional situation. Three groups has not permitted to present their paper, included me in one course. It was because miscommunication between Microbiology assistant lecturer and BPDP assistant lecturer. In that day, the hectic day, there was sudden practicum of BPDP in 1 p.m and observation on Micro in the same time. At 3 P.M we should attend that course. We had two hours to practicum and observation and we never did it at 3 P.M. The lecturer was angry because she has waited for 15 minutes but there was nobody in the class. She said, "Tunggu hukuman dari saya" then she left the class. Finally, it much affects my final score, If I had present the paper, I would have...
Ocii said to me that she doesn't want to be slaved by score, A, B, C, etc. That was right, there was something more important than that. It is soft skill. Honestly, I haven't join an organization in campus. I have plan for this semester that I just attend seminars and training. I prove it would be wrong because those aren't train my soft skill (a bit maybe...). So I decide in third semester I would take event committee even though I should find money for Danus SPEKTA. I think join the organization would rise the spirit for studying, making a lot of friends, and eliminate me from "shy-person". Yeah, I'm shy person -__-"